[ Her lips purse. This isn't something she wants to deal with. Maybe if she didn't or wouldn't have to suffer from the same illness again upon coming back to life she'd view it as not a big deal-- or even a benefit to this being in this place. But that's not how it is for her, so she can't help but feel disheartened. ] Perhaps if I were stronger, I'd see this as another chance to... find a cure.

[ Wow, if that didn't sound self-pitying. She smiles ruefully, shaking her head. ] Heh. Looks like I have more work cut out for me.